tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87251812011-08-02T08:04:47.109+10:00Welkommen to the space behind my eyes, the thoughts and musings, the ruptured programs, the fractured koans and tangential wanderings of a life translated into text. This is the mentality of Nathanwi Nathananki Smurphe, who is; Queer Arsed Faggot, Whore, Artist, devotee of the Orange Free Church, Free Spirit, follower of the Prince of Bleeding Flowers, Smurf-lad, likely-lad, Archetypal Boy.Nathanwihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02268971671513814030noreply@blogger.comBlogger1571100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8725181.post-57955538375045299882009-06-14T22:08:00.003+10:002009-06-14T22:09:59.833+10:00

After much shilly-shallying we have downloaded the means to properly upload ourselves to the aether. Our interface is repaired. We know more about microsoft than we ever cared to before. We are cybernetically enhanced, and at one with the aether. Resume transmissions. We are back online.

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It’s an unfortunate cliché that the brains of scientists and the brains of artists are incompatible. The stereotype that scientists are all about facts and knowledge and artists are all about feelings and expression is rather tired, and, in the face of so much collaboration between science and the arts in the contemporary art scene (think Symbiotica) clearly false.However, recently I have been

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So what am i doing right now?I'm doing Sister Unity.I wish!She's so hot.Not only does she manifest two of my favourite aesthetics (orange robes, white-face), but she does it through the OPI as a spiritual guide via youTube. It's so uber-hot-homo-meets-pomo, my keyboards ends up sticky every time.Love and Laughter.

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From the introductory essay by Bruce Benderson;"a very common metaphor for desire itself these days is prostitution.""This metaphor embraces so much about our current civilisation. In the sleazy gestures of go-go dancers, the naked gyrations of partiers at hole-in-the-wall clubs and the chance exhibitionists, we find desiring bodies in deliberate but often sham postures of exploitation, aping

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So the New York Times has an article on Gay Marriage, this weekend just gone, that reads like a love-in on the virtues of assimilation, by intelligent folk that should know better, to whit; Jonathan Rauch (author of: "Gay Marriage: Why It Is Good for Gays, Good for Straights, and Good for America") and David Blankenhorn (author of: "The future of marriage"). There is also this article /

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I'm tired of negotiating with the heteroid.I'm tired of them thinking they're so terribly liberal and loving for being your "friend" and then having them be outraged that there are differences between us.I'm tired of the liberal assumption that we all share the same boring safe middle class morality and liberal value system.I'm tired of the constant onslaught of them flaunting their "sexuality" (

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In the words of Madge;If we took a holidayTook some time to celebrateJust one day out of lifeIt would be, it would be so niceIt is nice. It's been SO nice. For weeks. My holiday continues; i'm in Sydney. Give me a call if you wanna see me.Next week; i'll be in Melbourne.

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SPUNK is a new magazine exploring masculinities and male genders. We are launching in September/October and want contributions from all gender fuckers. More info: www.myspace.com/spunk_mag Contribution deadline: 1 August 2008 Show us your SPUNK!!! Please help us spread the word.From the web-site:Into exploring masculinities and male genders? We want to make a space were we can create our own

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So if you're in San Fran in June, Mary says: Get to the Polk Street Seance!Gay Shame San Fran says: "I sleep well at night when I send people to state prison because you have multiple opportunities to turn yourself around in San Francisco."Assistant District Attorney Sharon WooSeptember 4th, 2007You may have heard otherwise, but it's never really ever been cool to be poor in San Francisco. Though

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Right. So... We all expect to be spending the colder months of the year wrapped up in our elegant jim-jams in front of comfy fires, our feet up on the warm flesh of pretty gimps who're warmly sucking our toes, and love-slaves bringing us steaming mugs of hot co-coa. All of this before we retire early to slip under our big feather doonas next to this-season's Winter-Bear.Except that this

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Hi Kids!So, given the plastic, commercial, totally fake nature of western commodity culture why not invent your own *** Fake Sacred Holiday! *** to make you feel engaged and connected to a greater spiritual purpose / the earth / insert-reason-for-living-(?)-here... Yes: it's MABON! Just when you thought the always-already bogus nature of Hippie-Baby-Boomer cultural appropriation couldn't get any

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Nina Simone's song "Isn't It a Pity" was originally written by George Harrison in 1970, and first recorded by Nina on her Emergency Ward album, in 1972.It was performed as mimed drag by Wife at Quick and Dirty, The Performance Space at Carriageworks, in Sydney on Saturday 23 February 2008, under the Mardi Gras cultural festival umbrella.isn't it a pityyou don't know what i'm talking about yetbut

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"Boot lickin, piss drinkin, fingerfriggin, tit tweakin,love bitin, arse lickin, shit stabbin, mother fuckin,spunk lovin, ball bustin, cock suckin, fist fuckin,lipsmackin, thirst quenchin, cool livin, ever givinUSELESS MAN"(lyrics from Usless Man - L.Bowery 1993)

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So, Thursday night i'm in Melbourne.Then from Friday to Wednesday i'm in Hobart, Tasmania.If you can recommend anything or anyone fun to do in either spot, let me know.

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Have you ever had a dream in which you wish you were dreaming? And in the dream, you dream you wake up, only to realise - in the dream - that what you wanted to wake up from, to escape, was inescapable?I just dreamed i sufferred loss.But not once; no, when dream-world has it in for you, the knife goes in hard. Twice. I dreamt i was barely coping with the suicide of a friend. Which i'd found out

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So the new KOOKY cd (KOOKY 13) is awesome.And track 1 is a rock out lesbiche electrogasm...The Blush FoundationDesigner VaginaVerse 1:Pink bits -Nice tits -Oh - those hips!Oh - those lips!No invitation for those hard dicks.Girls like girls -Pink bits!Get it on with two or one,or whatever makes you come.To pull the trigger,On your clit gun,To make juice run,Till you go numb.Voice-over 1:In my ??Is

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Hey Beautiful Queer Inner Circle family! And other people who read this (non)blog... Johnny says there's going to be a Kooky party.Friday, 19th OctoberHermann's BarSydney UniCnr City Rd and Butlin Ave$12 to get in.See you there!Yay!

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Hey Groovers,I saw the Griffin Theatre Company's production of "Holding the Man" on Saturday 6 October.It was a secret-squirrel trip to Olympic Sodom.

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So. Horrendous week of wage-slaving. Glad it's over. Have to give this up. Seriously need to work out this porn-hosting caper... Fled from Hell to the balm sunny coast to hang out with the biologicals (i have THREE nephlings, now. Clearly it's true that breeding is a contagious virus), and do some gardening. It's Spring here in the Southern Hemisphere, and what between an orgy of dew-drops,

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Flew in last night and became Chief Stylist at Leetel Sistren's HAIR PARTY, where we dyed dreads red... A most fitting revolutionary shade prior to a weekend of radical joy.Swanky's new palace is a mansion of many rooms, many of which are full of complicated torture (read: gym) equipment. Many of these fine pieces of black steel have high suspension points for hanging racks of meat... Will be

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It's all about the numbers:25 minutes of running last thursday.10 hours of perversion on Saturdayand now today; 26 minutes of running.Tomorrow we'll try for 30.How's that for manifesting your goals?Rock on!

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Ahhh...Spent 10 hours of fun and filthy perversion in a dungeon on Sat arvo with two leather daddies... A very nice way to zen out and relax.See my flickr for cute pics.Details will follow at somepoint.

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OK.So for many of you, this will not be such a big deal, but;I ran for 25 minutes straight today (on a machine).The end-goal is 30 mins, then a marathon.I'm so excited (and high on the endorphins) i think i need a shag, to calm down.Go, team Nathanwi!

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Exiled, as i am at present, from the normal Queer world of the ghetto; with its gender-fuck, trans-culture, boi-dykes, hot muscle fags pumping iron in every gym and each-other in every gym shower-room, the guppie runners along harbour fore-shore, the feral fags and punker queers sexing it up in all the grimy pubs and bars and back-alleys, i find the constant exposure to Hetdom like being trapped

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Work drinks.Str8 married suburban woman says:"So Nathanwi, are you in a relationship yet?"Other str8 married suburban woman says:"Don't worry - it will happen when it's the right time..."In their (alien) universe one's life obv isn't complete unless one is "romantically" partnered in a "love" (Mills and Boon, Chocolates and Flowers) relationship... Sympathy / pity from str8 people? I wonder if

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A six year old fairy-amazon-riot-grrl was pestering me at the markets.She wanted my necklace in exchange for her tacky pearls.I explained that only fags could wear my necklace, being - as it is - a double male symbol in brushed stainless steel. It wasmade for me by a dear friend, who moved on to The Next Level, ala The Plague.She asked; "what's a fag?"I answered; "Fags are amazing people, whose

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No - really. It's true.The only sane people on the planet are radical queers, fighting to create new ways of loving and maintain the amazingly different ways of nuturing each other we have.The cultural trope is usually of the Queer Monster seeking to subvert and destroy the "nice" way of life all those lovely Str80-180 kids seem to believe they enjoy...(like divorce, romance, rape, unwanted

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Kooky was so beautiful last night; The people, the music, the venue... And even though the first track we got up to dance to was by, somewhat incongruously, Daft Punk, the music was great last night. Gemma played a couple of amazing old-time faves. There was some Club Arak middle-eastern beats. There was some crazy souped up Klesmar-ish tunes... And Seymour gave us lashings of wicked electro

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KLUB KOOKY reunion party...Thursday5th April9pm to 3amHERMANN's on CITY ROADcnr BUTLIN AVEIs this not THE most exciting event to have on one's social calendar?I'm wet and dripping with manky ooze at the thought of all that Hot Freaky Dance Floor Kooky Kid Action.Long live Gemma!Long live Seymour!Hail to the Kooky Kids!Huzzah!Huzzah!Huzzah!

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Can you believe they're waving PINK AUSSIE FLAGS everywhere?As if the bone-head nationalists on Invasion Day weren't enuf, now the Assimilationist Hoardes are waving pink flags in a sign of 'Australian' fervour; "Yay! We're Gay! And Aussie! And Happy! And Proud!"Burn your flags, people.Burn them now.Internationalism. Solidarity with our comrades oppressed by our own and our allies imperialist

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Urgh., So. I'm just in at wjerk, and - for a change - i don't have any mail from you fellas...After you lads left (How WAS the dinner party, Simon?) Pete called.We beveraged, sans lesbiche, at the Civic.We rode round to the new Uni Bar. It's a dive.We rallied our forces over G&T's at the Labour Club.We caught an excellent gig at Toast (for free - b/c the doorbitch was having a slapp-em-up

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It was great to find a piece by Richard Watts in Queer Zine #1. At the time - 1995 - i'd heard of Richard's zine "The Burning Times" from friends via the web, but hadn't yet scored myself a copy. After reading the piece below, it wasn't long before i was down in Melbourne-town, scouring the bookshops of Brunswick St and Smith Sts for copies of The Burning Times and starting my ongoing love affair

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If ever there was a Manky Manifesto, then the following piece - again from Queer Zine #1, 1995, was certainly IT! This is obviously a bit of a nostalgia trip, made more poignant by the fact i had lost my only copy of Queer Zine #1, but have re-discovered it's pungent prose thanks to the beauty of public libraries... To get your own copy, visit the State Library of NSW and ask for call number:

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The following is from what was one of Sydney's premier and most exciting underground zines; Queer Zine, which lasted for two issues in 1995 and 1996. The editorial was a great introduction, both to an angry, sexy Queer subculture and to the world of Mank...Manky World(editorial)By Mikol FURNEAUXQueer Zine #1, 1995, p3.With no depression, and a sense of passing ambivalence, the gay scene now has

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Bah Humbug.Summer Solstice-LITHA - was lovely.Have made the tragic decision to spend the Chistmas holiday within a ten minute drive of the biologicals, albeit at Swanx's beach-house.It's raining, which i guess is the weather-god's way of commisserating.So... the once pagan holiday of the birth of MITHRAS, now allegedly a Christian holiday, but more realistically, the annual wet dream of every

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So i did it again; went out in Kapitaal.This time to a monthly retro/goth night which is mostly retro and barely goth. In fact it's barely electro, hardly industrial and the first few hours of the evning the music was appalling.I'm beginning to think the fact i believe i'm having fun may be symptoms of psychosis at being away form the ghetto. But i did! Have FUN! Dan (Anarko) and Dan (Cannibal

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So Thursday 5th Oct was a night spent looking for Clubbing Action in Kapitaal. With success. "Unbelievable!", i hear you cry. But true. After much prompting by TheSuperCommunist, and being abandoned in disgust by TheFinnishPhysicist i entered ACADEMY. Think Kapitaal's version of Sydney's ARC; a modest super-club. Except it's hardly super and it's full of patriarchies fave Fembots and the

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So i'm on the coast about to enjoy beach action fun, but thought i'd write lines about my Friday night love-in with lads of Kapitaal.After a night of rocking around the house playing dress-ups to kicking London electro (Nag Nag Nag) and various Sydney electro stars (Seymore Butz, Kooky, Presets) i suddenly realised it was time to be elsewhere; rendezvous with Pete in Kapitaal at coffee-joint '

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This has to be one of my fave poems.Picked it up in a collection of Rich's poetry from the Kapitaal Lifeline Book-Fair; so i can finally return the collection of Rich's work i've had on long-term loan from Sam-I-Am...Unfortunately, i haven't found it on-line... So there will be no copying-and-pasting of it here.I'll transcribe it later. Stay tuned.Also - while whiling away hours on the coast, i

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In the green morningI wanted to be a heart.A heart.And in the ripe eveningI wanted to be a nightingale.A nightingale.(Soul,turn orange-colored.Soul,turn the color of love.)In the vivid morningI wanted to be myself.A heart.And at the evening's endI wanted to be my voice.A nightingale.Soul,turn orange-colored.Soul,turn the color of love.From Selected Verse, Songs, 1921-1924translated by Alan S.

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OK. So. In the interests of sanity, self-care and universal peace and harmony, I had a four (count-em: 4!!) day weekend. Awesome. Of course, any1 could come along and burst my bubble by saying things like;- it’s insane to be working so hard that you need a four day weekend to recover- it’s insane to be wjerking- it’s insane to wjerk and participate in a system that only gives you a two day wjeek-

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For the second weekend in a row i'm crammed into a tiny auto with sexy Anarko lads zooming back to Olympics Sodom. The on Sunday arvo - when i should have been beaching with the QIC, i'm sardined again in Dan's Holy Clown Car of Tardis-Like Infini-mini-tude. Zooming back. To Kapital.Saw the ZOMBIE GHOST TRAIN in the arvo and then went homo to do wjerk.There was so much love on the weekend;

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Hey Groovers,The tenative plan for this week is...Tues (Canberra) - Meet some guy called Toby? Who gets off a plane from NZ to come to Canberra. Go figure...Go home for a quiet glass of something to celebrate the actual DAY OF THE NATIVITY and when PATRICIA SQUEEZED OUT MANKY. Scarey. But at least the world is one human (godling?) more beautiful.Fri night this week - Nathanwi's Birfday Kooky

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Fuck.Streamingconsciousness.Hanging out with the str80-180's sux. Trying to explain sex as purely casual m8ship bonding to the str80-180 crew here is ultra boring."Fellas, where i come from, you get horny, you hang with your fag-lad crew, you smoke some weed, you ask for a reach around, or someone to open-wide and scarf your creamygoodness and presto, you're sorted. Rocks off. Balls empty. Can

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Check this out:Electronic Intifada"The Electronic Intifada (EI), found at electronicIntifada.net, publishes news, commentary, analysis, and reference materials about the Israeli-Palestinian Conflict from a Palestinian perspective. EI is the leading Palestinian portal for information about the Israeli-Palestinian conflict and its depiction in the media."Thanx to Maria for this one. The Goat Woman

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A little shocked. Dunno what to say. Read these:www.waronlebanon.blogspot.comwww.helem.netThe waronlebanon blog is also linked in my links to the right, scroll down a bit.

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Am scoping out a Whitsundays holidae with the biologicals before during or after Summer Solstice and NYE. But i kinda want to get to Tropical Fruits this year with the Queer Inner Circle. Tentative dates look like this:Dec 21 Thu - LeaveDec 22 Fri - Leave - Visit the biologicals... Again?Dec 23 Sat -Dec 24 Sun -Dec 25 Mon - Pub HolDec 26 Tue - Pub HolDec 27 Wed - Pub HolDec 28 Thu - LeaveDec 29

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Last night:After a day of beautiful wandering through Olympic Sodom, Biennale art, and great conversation with Pete, i rocked up to drinx with Mukole, Jaye and Matthew and the Green Park Hotel.No food all day. Too much coffee. Totally wired. Beer sends me into grinning giggling Daemon Mode. Too many cute lads to cruise. Cabbage from the Green Park to Manning Bar at Sydney Uni for the end of

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Okay. Welcome to Monday 3 July 2006. Notable for three amazing things: It's the date of the birth of the Swanky, the Urban Amazon herself - the amazing Gemma; it's also the start of NAIDOC Week; and, it's Aphelion, which is the day Earth is furthest from the Yellow Face, Our Lady the Sun.On the first, well, rumour has it there are numerous Sapphic orgies to be had in Melbournia at this time of

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Okay. So. I haven't actually spent a great deal of time IN Canberra. I've spent a great deal of time wage-slaving, not seeing daylight, and spending weekends in OTHER PLACES. Scarily, i've spent several of these weekends (well... two...) with the Biologicals. This is a massive increase on my usual quota of less than one visit per annum. So something's amiss. Missing the Queer Fam like

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In Melbourne at ACMI, from the ACMI website:drawing restraint 9 ACMI is proud to present the Australian premiere of Drawing Restraint 9, the spectacular cinematic collaboration between flagrantly unrestrained visual artist Matthew Barney and Icelandic songstress extraordinaire Björk.Myth and biology collide in this creative/romantic collaboration between groundbreaking visual artist Matthew

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Hah! Well, i didn't wander down to HellFire but was surroundd by a cuddle puddle of love last night at The Palace, with Lizzard, Ferret and The Blue Lady. Beautiful. And then Sleep wrestled mine eyes closed...G-Boyji has commented on this blog thing!Well... In answer to a texted question from GBoyji from about a month ago, i've finally dug up the requested reference; Marku recommended Ryu

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Was reading "The Chequebook and the Cruise Missile: Conversations with Arundhati Roy" by Arundhati Roy and David Barsamian (ISBN: 0007194188) last night. She's a powerful writer. In passing she paraphrases the following appalling quote by Churchill; "I do not agree that the dog in a manger has the final right to the manger even though he may have lain there for a very long time. I do not admit

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Hey exciting news!The only solar eclipse for 2006 occurs tonight at 8:16 pm, but will only be visible from Africa, and Central Asia..."the shadow of the Moon will sweep a band starting from Brazil, through Atlantic Ocean, Gold Coast of Africa, Saharan Desert, Mediterranean Sea, Turkey, Black Sea, Georgia, Russian Federation, northern shores of Caspian Sea, Kazakhstan; ending in Mongolia. The

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Okay. Saturday night. 11 March 2006.It's a warm and balmy inland Australian autumn evening. Which means it's still practically summer. At 11pm i'm in black boy-drag (t-shirt, 3/4 shorts, military boots) and pedalling through Cuntberra to the lake. there's a well known beat there and i'm hoping on a Saturday night theres more akshun than the previous tiem i pedalled down.It's beautiful; full moon,

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Remember HOMO ECLECTUS? Well the MISFITS party for the Mardi Gras alternate party this year (only 11 days ago!) was better.Remember the EyeBall alternate party? Well MISFITS was better than that, too... Well... Except for the sexy medico-skank in his suspenders, bulging tasty crooked basket and needles through his head (fuck, he was hot)... And the rope-work, courtesy of Fiona M and Anja W...

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Why; A poem by Bob Flanagan.Because it feels good;because it gives me an erection;because it makes me come;because I'm sick;because there was so much sickness;because I say FUCK THE SICKNESS;because I like the attention;because I was alone a lot;because I was different;because kids beat me up on the way to school;because I was humiliated by nuns;because of Christ and the Crucifixion;because of

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I am sore in places in didn't know i had. I was touched in places not even god can see. I danced like a daemon.I moshed like a punk pig in a mud puddle.I picked boys up like they were baby-dolls and twirled them over my head in the middle of a punked dance floor.I did unspeakable things in dark corners of dance parties.My horizons were expanded with beautiful dawns on beaches.My serotonin levels

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Well... For Mardi Gras anyhow...A fourday escape from the perils and pitfalls of Cuntberra.It's been a beautiful whirlwind tour so far, full of much love and recombinance...Thurs night: On a coach through the dry and dusty hinterland checking out the environmental terrorism of 200 years of capitalism... then the inner urban ferocity of Surry Hills' Slutty Thrills as i rebirthed into the

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This article originally published here.Revolutionary feminist Betty Friedan diesFebruary 5, 2006 - 11:40AMBetty Friedan, whose book 'The Feminine Mystique' became a best seller in the 1960s and laid the groundwork for the modern feminist movement, died on Saturday, on her 85th birthday.Friedan died at her Washington home of congestive heart failure, said her cousin, Emily Bazelon. Friedan's

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Well, i moved here on the 3rd... To Canberra. Over 48 Hours later and my only thought is;"What was i thinking!".This place is so painfully lifeless.SOmething must be done...

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I saw Ang LEE's new film 'Brokeback Mountain' last night and it hit me like a punch to the guts. I'd read the original Annie PROULX short story/novella in the New Yorker some years ago (1997), and since re-read it as a paperback.However, as mentioned in Peter CRAVEN's review (previous post), the film is it's own work; "Brokeback Mountain is one of those adaptations of a literary work that is

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Reproduced, without permission, from an article originally published in The Age.Men in chapsJanuary 21, 2006Brokeback Mountain is a quiet film about ordinary people - and a towering triumph, writes Peter Craven.SO THIS IS THE kissin' cowboys film at last. Brokeback Mountain, directed bythe great Ang Lee from the story by Annie Proulx and with a script by LarryMcMurtry, no less. This is the film

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Very cute arti-tickle in the SMH this morning;Legoland tries to pick up the pieces...And more on a Lego theme...The Brick TestamentPeeron - Lego set inventoriesBricklink - Unofficial Lego MarketplaceBricknet - Australian Online Lego Specialistsand lastlyThe LUGNET guide to Lego productsIt's true. I'm a Lego geek. And a Lego purist (fundamentalist?)... All these Harry Potter and Star Wars Lego

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Hey - Check out this Village Voice review of the political Zombie film, Homecoming:Dante's InfernoA horror movie brings out the zombie vote to protest Bush's warHa!

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In the past i've usually spent the evewning of Dec 1 alone quietly reflecting on those i've lost to the plague. The last couple of years, however, i've spent at the memorial vigil, hosted by ACON (AIDS Council of New South Wales), usually with friends; Jeff, or Quicksilver, Lizz and Glenn, Nassim.This year, though, it felt right to spend the time alone.Quiet contemplation, remembrance.A token in

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According to Patricia, Cory is almost walking...Very exciting news. Have yet to confirm with Meish and get photographic evidence...

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Hey, read this;Smearing Chomsky -- The Guardian Backs DownA News Revolution Has BegunMore good reading from Znet.Incidentally, Znet has a queer watch section, which Spike helps administer. Anyone wanting their journalism/writing published on a radical site with global readership should get in touch so we can start publishing stuff.Have also just read the following, from sites recommended by John

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I'm struggling with Cunnigham. I love the story. The writing is great with some memorable passages worth quoting - for eg:"I think you set limits on your relationships by deciding in advance and entirely on your own what they can and cannot involve,"(A home at the end of the world, Michael Cunningham, Picador: New York, 2004 - originally published 1990, pp 204).However, i hate all the major

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We will not love each other, is the promise we whispered in the still dark of the early morning. Instead, we will love to one; an other. A communication of intention which we will struggle to clarify. No assumption, no presumption.Our flesh will be a sacrament and the climax of pleasure it's transubstantiation.We have no pasts to share, no confessions to make; only what we can add to this new

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See sockpuppet's review of Kooky's 10th birthday bash, and review of new Club Kooky CD launched on the same night here. Tracklisting for the new album can be found here. I'm curious to here the Kiosk track, since Kiosk played at Queeruption 7 - Sydney.Viva Saint Gemma and Saint Seymore Butz!Currently listening to: Antony and the Johnsons - I am a bird nowThings i'm reading today: Christian

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Gaydar is to sponsor the Sydney Mardi Gras, known previously as The Sydney Gay and Lesbian Mardi Gras, then New Mardi Gras (as insipid as New Labour), as publicised in a report published here, by the SSO. Now it's apparently to be known as “Sydney Gay and Lesbian Mardi Gras presented in partnership with Gaydar.com.au”.John D'Emilio once wrote an essay, “Capitalism and Gay Identity”, in The

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He whispers sweet words into my ears.His lips, like his cock, a blood-flushed pink, moist, delivering a language that cuts deep.We are caught and captivated, a conjoining of only hours feeling already sufficient a foundation on which to build something more. Something grandiose. A revolutionary architecture to fill this space between.

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I have a morbid fascination with (or fetish of) aspects of the differently-abled/disability... Stemming from a love of art such as Franko B's work with prosthetics, calipers and wheel-chairs, i am captivated by deaf-boys, wheelies, amputees, stumping (ref: Hustler White), crips, aliens, and the way sexuality is projected onto or displaced from assumptions of their lived experience. Some of this,

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Some people seem to leave eloquent traces in the blog-o-sphere. I have just read through some of the amazing Spunkarella's blog here. A review of Tsiolkas, and thoughts on her own writing that flow with impassioned energy... Whereas my brain-dumps are fractured downloads and memos-to-self, to come back later to...As The Bangles say: "Time, time, time, see what's become of me..."It's all about

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Much as i can't wait for Brokeback Mountain, i revile Hollywood's efforts that both sensationalise and sanitise...Read this, from the New York Times, as an example.

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Review of the show here, by Chris COMER.

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About a week or so ago i left a comment on the ever prolific Mr OompaLumpen's blog. My comment was incredulity at appreciation of sooo-gay pop... In any event, as of Sunday, the laws of karma had taken their toll and i was trapped in Cotton's apartment watching a commercial television ABBA special...Cotton's desciption of the event (which is propably floating on some ABBA-lover site in

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It's so funny the way liberals _don't_ (never!) equate the moral outrages committed by despotic regimes (Stalinist states) and the moral outrages committed through the deliberate workings of capital or the just as deliberate neglect of western states... I'd say _that_ was a significant moral blind-spot...I read an article by Louise Nowra, Published in the SMH on January 10, 2005 ; "The moral

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Ah-hah! Manky fixes the dodgy flash drive and transfers an aforementioned early morning morbid brain-purge to the blog...4:43 am 11 Nov 05The first time someone died I was four years old. We lived in a big house, with a large back-yard, full of tall gum trees which were fun to climb, and a huge Mulberry Tree; which provided lots of opportunity for messy fun. The house had a small front-yard, with

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Sometimes a whole bunch of things happen at the same time, unrelated events that trigger something - a thought, an idea - that makes it seem like they're all happening for a reason; serendipity, coincidence, whatever. IN any event i've recently been sketching these abstracted pictures of Nautiloids - kind of squids in shells, like so:The nautiloid sketches i was thinking of using as the basis

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Check out this:www.hetracil.com/then read all of this:http://www.anti313.com/_Then_ (and only then) read this:http://homomojo.com/life.php?itemid=432It's funny. Sort of.

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Couldn't sleep, which may have been a consequence of the heat, the humidity, or thoughts about Princess Leia (Star Wars) inspired by another geek-chat with GrushenkaDoll. The lovely Julianne and i saw NIGHTWATCH, or for the purists; Nochnoy Dozor, last night, virtually all alone in one of the George St cinema's smaller theatres. It was beautiful and i loved the ambiguity as to which force (The

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As a suburban brat we would watch Doctor Who, and dream feverish fantasies of what we'd like to get up to with Turlough and Adric... And then came the amazing episode where the Doctor's arch-nemesis, The Master, had Adric all trussed up and suffering... And people wonder why i'm a pervert...Then there is everyone's favourite Dark Lord, the world's baddest black-man (ref: Chasing Amy and Kevin

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Herbie called today... There's an opening in his troupe for another performer.. One reherarsal per ftnight for a coupla months, open slather on creativity, meeting at Petersham this w/e for a Sunday rehearsal, Herbie to call this Fri evening with more info.

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1am.Last night (this morning), inspired, after reading an essay by Ron ATHEY.Practising my knife-werk.

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Michaelangelo, how did you know that Jesus, when he came, would be so perfect?Would inspire so many, would look so benevolent in death, as if he forgave the rightists and their Yankee friends for the crime of shooting him? How did you know to carve the cold marble to look exactly as Jesus looked as he lay in that cold laundry in the barren wastes of Bolivia's high steppes? Sancto sangre - sacred

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Meet a new boy.Visit his house.Discuss discipline and knottwerk.Make him drink plenty of water - it's good to be prepared.Tie him up, choosing an uncomfortable position - his muscles will cramp and then go numb.Blind-fold him.Make the room dark - sound deprivation, focus him on internalities.Go out for a coffee.Get a call from a friend.Meet a friend for a drink.Very funny adventures

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5 Oct 18:55:15 Passion: Wanted 2 say i enjoyed yr visit heaps. Hope the work week is treating u ok. Luv P X :-)5 Oct 15:11:45 Theresa: CODA misik starts 830 2nite at th VANGUARD, entry $16. me+jade+krissy goin. u?4 Oct 21:04:37 Theresa: No way bumlika! Find ur own baby gong schlong!30 Sept 14:50:30 Amanda: Saw your pic in SSO, you star! xx7 Sept 14:53:28 Lady Catherine: rrrruf! ruf! i had buckets

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KASTELL PRODUCTIONS presents, courtesy of: Princes AMY of the Hidden Agenda MC VIOLET and STYLIN' MOVES ANNETTE In conjunction with DJ FLEUR: And starring: __NATHANWI__ A party to celebrate the Rites of Spring: POLYNESIUM - ILLES DU FLORES This Saturday 3rd Sept from 8pm382 Illawarra RdMarrickville(Train to Marrickville Station)(423 bus from Circ Quay, Central, King St) Help us celebrate the

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Deep in tropical delirium malarium we sigh softly forpassionate love to youeven as we heave in fevered agonyat your intended absence.Hateful.Spiteful.But the pain is pleasure and the pleasure is pain and all things are confused from beneath these glittering waves asflower petals turn to fishes and wishesare granted to supplicants withsupple cunts and tasty cocks.

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Apparently Christian Bale (Batman Begins, Velvet Goldmine) lost a third of his body-weight for The Machinist, according to an interview with about.com. This sounds similar to Jim Carrey's exploits where he described his physical fitness and diet regime as being a zen-like experience...Weird what you come up with you're searching in Google's image bank for 'emaciation'...

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Thoughts on a performance of endurance and ordeal.Backdrop for photoshoot.Keytosis and meditation.Running - endurance, long-distance, cross-country.Stigmata.The Last Orgy (13 men together).A trip to the hardware store.How to build a crucifix.Build your own boddhi tree.

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It's ironic that the thing i want - a new and fulfilling job - involves the process at which i baulk - writing a job application. It's been two weeks of writing up applications - or more correctly; avoiding writing them up - and the deadline for the one that i think will be most fun is in 5 hours. Ho hum... Some minor editing to do a few more hundred words and hey presto it's done...Insert

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ChrisHasGoneNuts left for Darwin last week on Monday, and arrived in Dili, Timor Leste, on the Tuesday. He's been blogging his lilly-white (and freckled) behind off ever since.Can't wait to go and visit... Have checked out Timor Telecom and from the helpful map on their site, detailing the areas they cover, i reckon they should probably be desperate for more wjerkers to help them improve their

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You just have to love the convenience of promiscuos faggottry. The men you need to scratch-that-itch, and so conveniently located at a public transport terminus near you...A lingering gaze, a slight gesture of the head, and hey presto - utilitarian public conveniences can become houses of worship to old gods; Karnal, Hernun, Innana, Tantra... Or perhaps Genet's Lady of Flowers. And all in the

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Wow! Sarah KAKA and other amazing creatures have engineered an amazing FeeCafe space at a squat in Balmain... Right on the Harbour, with amazing water-frontage, sweeping views, and sunny shiney afterrnoon goodness.As the Yellow Face caressed our flesh we ate beautiful veganivore food at the FreeCafe, tried on clothes in the FreeShop and bonded over beer. Afternoon Sunday sun-shine; a beautiful

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Saturday was our housewarming, a fancy dress party with the theme of Suburban Trash. Stunning guests in attendance were:- Chappelle, the fake-tanned, g-string and tracky-dacks bling-bling'n babe from the Gold-Coast,- The Elders Dominator and D. Lovestruck, from the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (they were looking for extra wives, as all good fundamentalist Mormons

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Hey... Last night i got home after 8pm and decided, on the spur of the moment to play around doing some cooking... After a brief stint at the supermacht i had a pork roast and a pre-heated oven, and was ready to bake my first pork roast ever.It turned out beautifully and here is the recipe - totally made up by yours truly below... The DeathEaters can drool away, the Pure will have to pretend they

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Wow...

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